I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to reate expectations for myself

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to create expectations as to what to write for myself here in breath

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to create projections of expectations for self within my mind as the future as what i see i 'should be' and 'should do'

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to fear failure because of my expectations I've created for myself and thinking I won't meet up to my own standards

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to expect myself to change right away, creating expectations of perfection, not realizing this is just some desire to show self as a personality of the mind as "fitting in" and the projected idea that "my life is working"

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to not face my fears of failure by standing up to it, forgiving myself for creating false expectations and hopes, and beginning here in breath, working with what is here available for me

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to "lose" myself in expectations

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to believe I can lose myself in expectations

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to not simply work with what is here as breath and with pen and paper unconditionally for myself

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to breathe in unawareness, to not be aware of my breath in every moment

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to expect to get all this done in one moment

I forgive myself that I've not accepted and allowed myself to transcend my fears

I forgive myself that I've not accepted and allowed myself to transcend my dishonesties

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to suppress my fears, dishonesties, self judgements, regret, and self anger

I forgive myself that I've not accepted and allowed myself to realize I have self anger by suppressing it and not realizing I have self anger simply because I havent been outwardly expressing it because I fear to express anger due to fear of consequence


I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to live in fear of consequence

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to not breathe through consequence

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to fear the future as consequence

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to manifest fears/pains in my stomach area

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to manifest fear in my body because I deliberately ignored myself for some time, ignoring what is best for all as one as equal

I forgive myself that I've not accepted and allowed myself to live what is best for all as one as equal

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to judge myself for being dishonest

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to judge myself for missing corrective application within a moment

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to rush myself within this process of self honesty and self forgiveness

I forgive myself that I've not accepted and allowed myself to forgive me here unconditionally and release these mind-games from myself and delete them and never participate in them again

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to live in a picture-thought world of the mind